I'm sitting in the Denver airport right now, "working" on my book, "The Bitcoin Thesis."
I have a pair of headphones on, listening to music. I suddenly feel a call to play a heart opening frequency through Spotify. I do exactly that.
Within seconds, I am struck with a lightning bolt in the form of this newsletter I am writing right now.
What came to me was an overwhelming sense of love and gratitude for this endeavor, "The Bitcoin Thesis." It's a book, sure, but even greater, and truer, is that it's a creation from the universe, and I, for some reason unbeknownst to me and impractical to put into words, have been called to be the channel for its creation.
The way the book began is weird. It just started happening. It poured out of me. It was like a nudge from the galactic center.
Hundreds of pages have been written since then, and I'm not sure when it will be finished. But, that's the thing... with projects like these, it can be so easy to thrust boxes upon them in the form of imposed deadlines, promises, target dates, and the like.
The universe doesn't care about deadlines and target dates. It cares about the creation. It cares about *your* creation. That is the thing to focus on... the creative process. The creation.
The book will be finished when the book is finished. Recently, I've chosen to let go of deadlines as to its completion. The universe will take care of that, my calling is to create. The rest will fall in place.
It's taken a lot for me to let go of these deadlines and target dates. It's taking a lot as I write these words. Part of me wants the book to be published so bad, so soon, so it can finally get out to the world and anybody and everybody can understand the true essence of Bitcoin.
But I cannot control outcomes. So I'm not going to try to. I'm releasing the need for the book to be published by any particular date. That's a big thing for me to do, at least it feels that way right now. But, even greater, and truer, is that it's unlocking tons of space within me. The energy allocated to thinking about a deadline or a date is freed and released. It is no longer there.
Now, I can turn greater, and truer, amounts of energy to the creation of The Bitcoin Thesis. Which is the only thing the universe cares about anyways. It wants me to give my best effort in creating it, not my best effort in finishing it as quick as possible.
The heart knows this is true. My heart knows this is true. It is through the decision to play heart opening frequencies on Spotify, which I can only say came to me via the universe, that I was able to fully realize this and finally download it into my heart.
This heartfelt creation, writing The Bitcoin Thesis, is... simply met with so much love from my being. I love every moment of it. It's not the completion of the book I love, it's the creation. That's my focus. That's where my energy is going. It will all take care of itself, as it always does.
I want to ask you, because this came to me via a dear friend this past weekend... where are you holding on to energies surrounding promises, deadlines, unrealized goals, and, most deeply, anything to do with the unknown, infinite future? Think about all the space those energies are taking up within you. What would it look like if you let all of them go and surrendered them to the universe?
Perhaps turn on a heart opening frequency for yourself and go through this process.
My guess is you'll find your heart, and an overwhelming sense of light and love, beneath it.
Looking forward to read the book :)